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I love my morning walks.  Where I live here in Minnesota nature abounds.  I believe everything I see on my sojourns has a potential message for me.  This one was a reminder that I live in an abundant Universe.

Claiming My Divine Inheritence

I am on a beach on the bank of the Sacred River.  I have come here this Dark Moon to heal my relationship with money.  I have spent lifetimes in poverty and I am now ready to claim my divine inheritance.  There are wounds within my psyche that need to be cleansed before I can open up to receive the abundance that is waiting for me.  I have come to ask the River God for assistance in this ritual.  He is my lover of old and my consort during these times of sacred healing.

The night is still with only the stars lighting my way.  I hear the river gently lapping onto the sand.  I build a fire to begin the ritual.  I call on the power of the Dark Moon to create my sacred circle of protection for the ritual to be enclosed in.  I throw sweet-smelling herbs onto the fire and then begin beating my drum.  The beat of the drum echoes the heart beat of the Great Mother.  This sound reverberates deep into the earth Herself.  The pulse is felt in the rivers current calling, calling to my lover.

I see Him emerge from the sacred waters and walk towards my circle of protection.  I beckon him towards me with the sound of my drum.  He stops just outside my circle waiting for me to welcome him in.  When I do he kneels beside me and asks me why I have called to him this night.  I tell him my intention to heal my wounds around receiving abundance and he smiles willing to help me in any way he can.

He takes my hands and gently presses kisses into each one.  He anoints each palm with a healing oil and then moves to my feet and does the same.  I move onto my stomach and he anoints each chakra along my spine with the oil.  I move onto my back and he anoints each chakra on my front body as well.  He tells me this will open my energy centers so that I can begin to open to the Abundance of the Universe.

He kisses me then, slowly at first and then with passionate desire.  He looks into my eyes and tells me I must experience ecstasy this night or the ritual will not be complete.  I relax more and more as my body begins to awaken to its own passions.  I understand that my limitations around abundance correspond with my ability to experience and receive pleasure in all areas of my life.  This act of love is a mirror for my life.

My senses become more and more heightened as I build towards my ecstasy.  He looks into my eyes again and asks me who I am as he plunges his body deep inside of mine.  I cry out,“I Am The Goddess and I claim what is rightfully mine!”  I feel his body shudder as he releases the seeds of Abundance deep inside my womb.  In this moment I know that I no longer have to look outside of myself for my prosperity.  I have everything I need within my own being.  All the seeds are planted there for me to nurture and grow.  They are waiting for me to birth them when I am ready.

My lover, once again, kisses the palms of my hands and gently kisses my lips good-bye.  I thank him for this gift of abundance and healing.  He walks back into the river and melts away into the sacred waters.  I begin playing my drum once again in thanksgiving and gratitude.  I sing my song of abundance until night gently fades into day.

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Show Me The Money – Part 3

I was given a beautiful new Tarot deck by a friend of mine.  I decided that I would do an in-depth study of each card by pulling a card a day and then researching the meaning of each card.  Today I pulled the Eight of Swords.  You will notice that she is blinded and bound.  She appears very much the victim of her situation.  When I researched the card I was encouraged to notice how her feet are not bound.  At any time she can get up and cut her binds on any one of the swords surrounding her and free herself.

I created my financial situation and it is up to me to free myself.   I have felt like a victim of my circumstances for such a long time that I haven’t been able to see that I can free myself at any given moment.  I am the prisoner and the prison guard all at the same time.

Each morning I get up and dance.  It is how I am connecting to the Divine Feminine on a daily basis.  Today I visualized the freeing of the ties that bind me while I danced in my living room.  I am firing the prison guard and walking out of my prison a free women.  And so it is!

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Show Me The Money – Part 2

Yesterday, I posted a blog talking about my frustration that after years of hard work on my prosperity issues I am still creating not enough money in my life.  I invited you to share with me your ideas and personal experience around your own journey with this topic.  I got many helpful suggestions.  I realized as my day progressed that putting it out there on a social media network exposed my unhealed wounds to the light of day.  As a result, I noticed shame coming up around “not getting it”.  Today is day 40 of a Kundalini Yoga Prosperity Meditation that I have practiced daily.  These specialized meditations reach down deep into our subconscious and pull up that which is hidden.  For me, its shame that after all these years of hard work I’m still not managing to create the financial life I want.

I woke up this morning and I got it.  The entire day of shame and frustration yesterday and then asking for help is my meditation undoing that which no longer serves me.   My meditation is working!  I am getting it.  I’m getting the gunk out from deep in my subconscious and yesterday was evidence of it coming to the surface.  I am going to continue on with the meditation as long as its needed.  I am also going to take up some of my friends suggestions to go even deeper into myself.  I am so grateful for the support I’m getting from everyone around me.  Thank you!

Show Me The Money!

I’ve asked myself lately why it’s so hard to manifest money for someone who is following a path of consciousness?  I’ve done my work around childhood poverty and lack.  I’ve healed past lives where I chose to give up wealth in pursuit of the spirit.  I’ve torn and burned soul contracts I may have written before I came in that keep me limited financially.

I have no trouble manifesting gifts, and trips and abundance.  But that illusive, almighty dollar still escapes me.  I wish I could pay my bills by bartering for it.  I get massages all the time through that mode of exchange.  Maybe it’s because the form of money we have created on this planet isn’t real.  We have credit and currency that is backed by nothing but hot air.  How can we co-create something that doesn’t really exist?

Maybe that is the answer.  I’ve struggled to create something that I don’t really believe in.  There are many people out there who do believe in money and they are manifesting to beat the band.  It’s impossible to create when we don’t believe in something.  So how do I change my mind around this?  I would love for you to share your experiences around creating money with me.

Sat Nam,

Della