Every day I get stronger. I believe the Teasel has done its job and the little buggers are dead. What’s left is the havoc they have wreaked over the years of their residency in my body. I am finding that while some symptoms have gotten better some have gotten worse (temporarily). I have more energy than I have had in years. I have more clarity of mind as well. Things, thoughts and ideas, aren’t slipping through my fingertips as they once did.
What I am finding difficult is the toxins left in my body due to the Lyme bacteria. This is making it very hard to practice yoga let alone teach my classes. Considering that I have 8 yoga classes per week on my teaching schedule you can imagine the anxiety this has caused me. Many of you know that I have walked and practiced yoga daily for over a year. On day 458 I let it go. My daily practice was becoming a notch on my belt and not a deepening practicing. Forcing myself to walk and do yoga every day was not helping my body to heal. On day 458 I did no exercise at all. On day 459 I began a new practice. I decided that I would tune into what my body needed that day and go from there. Some days I still do both yoga and walking. Some days it is only one or the other. As a result my practice has deepened and my body has become stronger.
Currently I am having good days and not so good days. But I am not experiencing any more bad days. That to me is progress. I do see a light at the end of the tunnel. I do see myself as becoming stronger and healthier every day. I am completely supported by the Universe. I am.